Disturbia Poem by Wandering Vampire

Here i go again,
Same situation nothing had change.
I'm thinking a way how to escape,
This place that is making me sick.

I'm bleeding cold in this gloomy space,
Turnaround you'll see raining tears.
Each step i make i began to wonder,
Why my body is here but my mind is somewhere.

I cant find the reason,
And all of a sudden why im here all along.
The sound of stirring heart makes me confused,
Each dropp of emotions ends up to chaos.

Laughter had change to anger,
Mending your life into tiny sheets of temper.
Heavy thought had me lying in bed,
Hearing voices crambling in my head.

Each time passes by i grow weary,
Got no clue how to make it stop.
My eyes were dry of staying all night,
Look around everything is still painted in black.

Choir of roosters are singing.
Giving notice that the night is ending.
The sun is up but im still in this phase.
Drawing me in the sea of many faces.

I get up with ease but can barely walk,
Even words don't come out everytime i talk.
This feeling smashed me to pieces,
I dont know why but im always like this.

Slowly stripping me out of my sanity,
Tearing apart my only serenity.
I cant find the words to say,
In this questions that has no answers.