Lament Of Innocence No.000 Poem by Wandering Vampire

I stared at the vast clear sky,
Till this feeling suddenly troubled my mind.
Everything is in harmony today,
But why do I'm feeling this way.

Lately I've been feeling something crazy,
And i don't know if its real or just a fantasy.
This keep me hanging on,
Getting intense on and on.

Feels like i wanna scream but my mouth was shut,
I wanna behave but I'm on wrath.
And slowly i moved to the corner,
Holding on to the remaining tears.

It wont be long till I'm buried alive,
Losing my senses when i try too hard.
I have no idea on what to believe,
Since I'm a mere naive.

I did my best to find the answers,
But all i see is the same despairs.
I'm enchained alone in this gloomy night,
Where everything is dark and no beam of light.

They say its ok to say 'don't giveup'
But i don't know how to keep it up.
When i don't know how to smile,
And I don't know how to cry.

Some say there's always a new day,
But what if that day is the same as yesterday.
Should i stay on track and keep smiling?
Or just take another route and risk something?

If only i could turn back time,
Ill change those things that Ive done.
And go back to the first day of my life,
Where everything seems to be right.