Do I Exist? Poem by Helen Gaudin

Sky melting down into the landscape
Definition lost, edges undefined
Sound muted into grey
Do I exist?
Or have I faded into the pallid light
Flaked out into ashes
Unresponsive
Do I exist?
Or have I become part of this achromatic world
Dispersed, blanched white, withered away
Soundless
Do I exist?
Or am I a ghost in the landscape
Encased in dreams
Blind to anything but shroud around me
Do I exist?
To any but myself.