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Do I Hate You? (Have I Ever?)


Have I ever hurt you?
Hit you?
Pierced you?

Have I ever made you cry?
Scream?
Want to die?

Have I given you shit that screws up your life?
Like drugs, or alcohol, that makes you high?

Have I handed a dagger to you?
Point a gun at your head?
Tie a string around your neck?
Leave you alone with some cold crimson instrument?

Have I ever asked you to sell yourself short?
Did I tell you something was impossible?
Have I ever told you ‘dude, you’re sucha piece of shit’?

Have I done or said something,
To make you want to hurt yourself?
Have I ever put shit on your shoulders?
Prepared you for the slaughters?

Have I said to you
‘there is no way your gunna make it through this life’?
Do I make you think life sucks?
That everything has locks?

Have I made you feel lonely?
Hopeless?
Or immense negativity?

Have I threatened to kill you?
Beat you?
Hurt you?

Made you shed tears?
Blood?
Prayers?

Have I ever made you scream from inner pain?
Deep fears,
That can’t be slain?

Do I hate you?

Submitted: Thursday, January 13, 2005
Edited: Wednesday, January 26, 2005

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  • Rookie Fidelis Patronus (10/23/2006 12:56:00 PM)

    I'm back! ! ! My name was hellp because my mother found my poems and back tehn i had poems that were alot more intense. about suicide, religion, and sex. My mom banned me from the site and made me delet all my poems. (my mom and family r VERY strong christians) i changed my name and deleted only some of my poems. My name was hellp cuz i felt like i was in hell and i REALLY needed help. i was so scared. I'v never been on the website for years and then i got an email today that sed i hada comment on one of my poems...i read all of the commments i missed and it totally inspired me to continue my poetry. I changed my name and i will try 2 pick up where i left off...i havn't written poetry since i got caught...thankyou so much for ur support (Report) Reply

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