Do You Even Care Poem by brooke dietz

do you even care
anymore you dont share........
whats going to happen next in my life

im sick of it all
your constant lies
you get my hopes up high
and then send them crashing down

you dont care anymore
i may only be 15
but i feel like im 30

you've changed
you threaten to hang
and im the one that has to deal with that pain

and now the one great thing in my life your going to try and take away
and im tired of not sayin what i have to say
so i did this morning
and i will continue

you leave me with an ultamatium
but you dont understand all this stress makes me want to heave

you please
just trust me
i have before and looks where it got me

im tired of it
now im taking my life into my hands
and i dont know if i want you in it.......

from your little girl
(p.s ive grown up)
its my choices now