Do You How It Feels? Poem by krishna kumar

Do you know how it feels,
When I see someone riding his bike with his lover hugging him tightly? ...
I feel like a loser
Do you know how I feel,
When I see someone flirting with his girl, while I listen to sad love songs in my mobile? ..
I feel like my heart has been crippled
Do you know how much it hurts,
When someone says proudly about his girl, while I worry about my past
I cry without shedding the tears
Do you know how much I was hurt
When I see a lovely couple, while I am lonely
I feel like I was cursed
Yet I console myself saying that someday
I would meet someone, who would look into my eyes and ask,
'Have you ever guessed how much you are special to me?
But without you by my side
All I feel is that my golden days of my life are getting wasted...