Doing The Right Thing Poem by Belinda Ward

I never thought I'd be feeling this way.
The way it hurts and shakes my soul,
It scares me.
I thought I was doing the right thing by letting him go,
But I guess I didn't know myself and I refused to let go,
My feelings are at bay.
I thought he loved me as I did for him,
But life was cruel to me, it took him away from me.
I never had the chance to have one last kiss,
To seal our goodbyes.
But it seems to me he is already dead to me,
But not really.
I still love him,
Why can't he see that?
He tries so hard to make me jealous and I cannot stand it!
I just want to scream!
I don't know if he knows that I'm still in love with him,
Maybe, maybe not.
The future will tell.
What will be will be.