My time stretches infinitely.
Yet, it's too limited.
Any interaction I have,
It falls so behind.
Each word melts away before my eyes.
Its droplets are more blurred than others.
Every day that I spend aware,
Mostly think about death.
All I'm able to feel is nausea.
Still, incapable of vomiting anything.
I can't scream for help.
I'm afraid of judgment,
But we have got to make sacrifices, right?
I just don't want to sacrifice myself,
For myself.
Cornered in a stress prison,
My sanity is depleting incredibly.
Ticking alarms of emergency,
Has to be silenced for my environment.
I'm breaking apart like glass...
Please,
Take a part of me and make it yours.
I will live in your memory.
I will live in my grave.
This dissociation is killing me.
Objects change their shapes suddenly.
Could I be going insane?
''My voice is so far, so so far.''
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem