Emotional Love Poem by MaRenna Morquecho

i snap off my lights,
throughing my room into eerie shadows,
mouth dry, heart in my thoat,
staring into the screen untill i see spots,
how can i lay it al out to you?
if i can't even write the first sentence,
how about,
i want ot talk to you so bad,
desperate!
or, i'm going to givve up on you
a lie,
dark things flit through me,
don't you care that i exsist?
delet that,
it's been three years,
can't you hear me scream?
too intense even if it's real,
there's something i want to tell you.