Emotional Pen Poem by Grant Baker

ive been thinking about everything
things i couldve done better, things i did wrong
maybe this is were i belong
cuz to me, im a failure
and im sorry to everyone


i dont know what to do
im lost with out you
you were what kept the beat to my heart
no matter how far we are apart
may we always be friends, and stay tight
cuz this tunnel is dark without the light

you really know who i am
next thing i know you were gone like 'BAM'
i thought you said we would be together forever
but i guess forever meant never
well now that you've been gone for so long
ive been able to become twice as strong

i might smoke weed
its what i do when im in need
your not always there for me
like you said you would be
i need to do this by myself
to make sure i can handle this with my health

i know a few people that will always stand by
a nice, calm, lonely guy
one of them is my brother
and the other is my mother
they are the true people that i adore
they are everything i look for

you might beat me
you make fun of me
your just jelous 'B'
cuz your nothing like me
im being myself, doing things my way
and you might be able to do that one day

its okay for a guy to cry
especially when someone has to fly
its what everyone should be able to do
cuz i bet you do it too
its a way to get over something
when you find out that you have nothing

i thought i had everything i ever wanted
but now, ive been getting haunted
by the people i hurt along the way
im sorry each passing day
if i could, i would change what i have done
but im just the lonely one