Empty Slot Poem by Heart of Ice Die Die Die

By my side
stands a place left empty.
The place
that YOU left empty.
Why my dear,
did you say
so many false promises?
'I'll always be here for you, you know that right? '
Is a lie
to the extreme.
The place that you once stood in
is cold
and filled with a nothingness
that screams your name.
And it only makes
my depression worse.
Oh yipee.
You mock me
with every step you take.
I see you watch me pass
with a look in your eye.
But why my dear
do you even bother?
Just one more push
just a few words
and I could be gone forever.
You know you want to,
just say it.
NO?
Remain silent then
and continue to watch
and think-
Is she really okay?
Or is she just pretending again?
Guess you really don't care
or you'd be there
to ask.
Wouldn't you?

Jan.-27-10