Expressing The Feeling Poem by jax col

At my age you’d think I’d know
How to express my feelings someway, somehow
The only problem with this though
Is that my self confidence has hit an all time low.
My feelings make my logic disappear
It replaces joy with hate and fear
But what do I fear I ask myself
However the answer is that… myself
I’m stuck in limbo all on my own
Thinking that I’m on my throne
When in reality the truth shines like a pearl
For truly I’m just a sad little girl