Feel Poem by jessie warren

This immutable lifestyle that I deal with
Gets to me more and more everyday
Realizations of how my life is as I conceal my writhe
Depression gets the best of me
Sweeps my mind away
Drifting into the past
Leaving me disarrayed
Although my memories aren't the best
Sometimes its better than reality
At times I think of how it could of have been different
Maybe have family with a little less irrationality
I don't know how I turned out like I did
But I have you and all my friends that care
I consider that reason enough to live
My thoughts of suicide in despair
Have lessen just in case you were unaware
You make my life worth while
Make it worth every second of the day
I never want you to be in pain or hostile
I care about you as well as your health
I'm sorry that I become discontent at times
I really wish that smoking
wasn't something that assuaged your stress
But I realize that it helps and your liable for what you do
I just want the best for you cause I love you
Don't feel as if your beholden by what I say
Just keep in mind what has been said
Cause of you I no longer dread
What will become of my future
My reason for this is simply because
I truly believe and can foresee
you being there by my side and that just makes everything worthwhile