Feels Strange Poem by Stacey Pinto

The world seems so strange now
Everything so different
No one seems to care anymore
Or maybe its jus that I dont
want them to care
Feel like i've been locked up
By walls of insecurity around me
I want to run away; want to hide
In the darkness to be alone
I dont remember being like this before
But now I cant seem to remember
The last time i was actually myself
Maybe its me and not the world thats strange
Maybe its the person i'm trying to be
I knw i've got to open up
But how, its all so hard
I want to run away, run away
Somewhere far, far away
I want 2 cry
Some place where noone will see my tears
I want to scream out in the darkness
some place where noone will know my fears
There are tears in my eyes
There's this pain in my heart
Tired of all my fake smiles
They kill me bit by bit each day
I wish someone understood
How i felt deep down in my heart
This heart can't take it anymore
Guess nobody cares
I'll b fine; I'll try to be atleast..
All by myself