kaavyaa kriday (21 nov 1991 / faridabad)

When i saw u for the first time
feelings were nothing but sublime
felt like some one sowed a seed
wanted to know what did it need

First time u gave that look
i was pushed to a nook
guessed it was just a crush
but thoughts just seemed to rush

And the times u took my name
it did'nt sound all the same
While u first held my hand
my pulse sunk like quick sand

This special feelin was overwhelming
those days of our lifes were reigning
U used to give me that smile
made me a prisoner of u r jail

U laughed at my jokes
i blushed at ur pokes
The thoughts we shared
and the colors we reared
said that we wud be there
till the end of world stared.

But then TIME made us depart
All this ended before the start
The last time i saw u i knew
i will never again see u

I have never seen u since
became a fish sans fins
struggling to swim over you
but drowned in a ocean of rue

Ur memories comes along as waves
And Leaves me in lonely caves
Now I see darkness even in sun
the moon also appears to burn

But u have entered my veins so deep
all that i see is U in my sleep
U have made my dreamland your home
i open my eyes To find myself alone

I dont want to get over you
but u are the morning dew
Another night rolls me all over
and leaves me again so sober

I have made you grow inside
So that I can feel u r beside
Although now you are changed and gone
i will love you until iam just a bone

u r my first love and my last
and it will last
even after the world is lost