I am a follish girl
So look past what you see
My dark brown eyes are drooped
I haven't gotten any sleep
I'm pregnant, guilty and so full of shame
I didnt understand this lifes foolish game
I'm sorry for this terrible mistake that i've made
At the time i wasnt thinking
In the end nothing i had gained
Thinking of abortion
Thinking of my past
Thinking of my parents
How long will this last?
Kicked out of my own house
Roaming every street
Guy who got me pregnant
Dont wanna no nutin bout me
Wearing the same clothes
that i wore yesterday
Thinking of this baby
That will live what i have made
I am a foolish girl
So dont count on me for anything
Dont tell me your secrets and please
dont ask me for advice
Girl who never makes mistakes
But cant learn from a mistake made twice
Suggestions and answers won't or shouldnt ever mean
Please leave me alone..i wish i wasnt a human being
Look me in the eye and not this bump formin on my stomach
Look me in the eye and what i've done please forget it
Cuts on my wrist..have i waited to long?
Should i kill this baby and go on back home?
Guys dont look at me with after days how i look
One nite, one guy, my dignity it took
Foolish, so foolish this girl i've become
It's not this babies fault MY life should be done
I made the mistake that inside knew was wrong
In the hospital legs spread open tears running down
I feel the baby scramble and die from the needle
that peirced it's infant heart
Two spirits so close together yet so many worlds apart
I had an abortion i bet you never knew
Went to the hospital a sunny day during school
Yea i regret it and sometimes i wish i could turn back time
But for me it's my reality i guess im not such a foolish girl now
I realize i'll have to deal with your opinions and your remarks
You may look at me different but please give me another chance
I've forgiven myself and i'm trying to move on
So please dont throw my past at me
For i feel it in my innermost core
But as for me..i guess im not such a Foolish Girl anymore! !
Third poem of yours that i have read. By far, the most powerful. You have courage. Thank you for allowing us into your most deeply felt emotions. You truly are courageous. One Thing, Daddy's Little Girl. No one owns you. You owe nothing to anyone. Nothing. All you owe is to yourself. Only you own yourself. Period. A.
DLG: This is one of the most moving powerful poems that I have read. It takes tremendous courage to put your story out there like this. I am only hoping that many will benefit from it. I wish you the best in everything. I don't know what else to say. 10+
In the hospital legs spread open tears running down I feel the baby scramble and die from the needle that peirced it's infant heart Two spirits so close together yet so many worlds apart is it ur first person account? the fire of repentance cleanse all god bless u
Wow, that had some style and flow 2 it home grl...some strong feeling as well. Peace, Hippy Sav
I have 2 say WOW! ! I can relate 2 your pain in your writing, you should check out my Pain poem, I think you would like it, and be able to understand it! ! xoxoxoxo- Jen, Jennifer, or Just Me
very interesting piece to say the lest I love how you drawed me into your poem.
Beautiful composition, one who can understand- s/he is no more foolish. 10+++
atta girl...way to go! I've forgiven myself and i'm trying to move on you said it...we all are the devils workshop sometime... an redemption is there for the taking....you are courageous and angelic for the force of conviction you display in the poem thanx for the share tc cheers
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
wow. well done. very powerful. everything you have said was very true. hopefully you showed people to think before doing or they could end up having a life like that.