I Find Something Special In You Poem by Try and UnDeRStANd mE ....i promise im normal

DEPRESSION IS DYING SLOWY……..

IT’S UR HEART BEING STOMPED ON, TILL IT’S CRUSHED INTO A MILLION PIECES

AND EVERYONE TAKES WUT THEY CAN…

? ? ? ? ? ? ? CAN U END DEPRESSION? ? ? ? ? ? ?

CAN U EVER SMILE AGAIN

ITS ALMOST LIKE SOMEONES TWISTING UR INSIDES SO ALL U FEEL IZ PAIN

ALL U SEE IZ ANGER

ALL U IMAGINE IZ A PLACE WHERE EVERYTHING IZ OK! !

BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE DAT THERE IZ NO PLACE LIKE DAT

AND I PUT MY HEAD DOWN AND SOB BCUZ I NO DERS ONLY ONE WAY OUT

BUT IT’S NOT GAURANTEED

WUT IF THERE IZ SUMTIN CALLED HELL

Y GET AWAY FRUM HERE 2 GO SUMWHERE WORSE

A PLACE DAT U CNT GET OUT OF

SO I LAY HERE IN MY DEPRESSSION

FINDING NO WAY OUT

AFRAID OF LOVE BCUZ OF THE DAMAGE THAT IT HAS CAUSED ME MY HOLE LIFE

CONFUSED DAT MAYB I NT TRUST NO ONE BUT MYSELF

SCREAMING, , , , , HOPING SUMONE WULD HEAR ME BUT NO ONE DUZ

NO ONE HEARZ ME CUZ NO ONES AROUND

THEY ALL LEFT ME ALONG TIME AGO

THEY LEFT ME WEN I WUZ SMILING

THEY LEFT ME WEN I STILL HAD HOPE THAT THINGS CULD GET BETTER

SO ALLOW ME TO DIE SLOWY IN MY DEPRESSION

ALLOW ME TO BURN IN DIS PIT THEY CALL LIFE

ALLOW ME TO REMAKE MY FLESH SO IT CAN BURN AGAIN

FORGIVE ME IF I GIVE UP

FORGIVE ME IF I DON’T TRY

DIS HAS BEEN MY LIFE

I HAV NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT CHANGING

MY GIANTS HAV OVERCOME ME

MY SORROW N ANGER N HATRED N PAIN HAV TOOKEN OVER MY LIFE

I VANISH IN MY OWN BODY

I DNT THINK 4 MYSELF ANYMORE……THEY THINK FOR ME

IM HIDING HERE IN MY BROKEN HEART

DAT DUZNT EVER HEAL

PLACE ME GENTLTY ON UR WHEEL

MOLD ME INTO UR IMAGE

MAKE ME HOLE AGAIN

ALLOW WATER TO FLOW THRU MY MOUTH

LEAVE ME WITH NO CRACKS

LEAVE ME BRANDNEW

TAKE ME TO THAT PLACE

TO THAT SECRET PLACE

WHERE I CAN BE WITH YOU

YOU CAN MAKE ME LIKE YOU

WRAP ME IN YOUR ARMS N NEVA LET ME GO

PLLZ DNT LET ME GO

PLLLLZ HOLD ON TIGHT N EVEN IF I WANT TO LEAVE…..DNT LET ME GO

SHOW ME U WHERE THERE WEN NO ONE ELSE HAS EVA BIN

BE MY COMFORT ZONE

BE MY AMOR IN BATTLE

ILL CLOSE MY EYES SO U CAN LEAD THE WAY

BUT PROMISE ME U WONT LEAD ME OFF A CLIFF

FOR I HAV FALLIN 2 MANY TIMES MY BONES R CRUSHED N BROKEN

MAKE ME HOLE AGAIN! ! ! ! ! ! !

TELL ME U STILL C SUM WORTH IN ME

SUMTHING U CAN UZE

THERE HAS TO B SUMTIN LEFT I PROMISE YOU

JUST DIG DEEP

NO…..DIG DEEPER

KEEP LOOKING; ; ; ; ;





“WUT? ? ? ? , U DDNT FIND ANYTHING? ? ? , NO PLLZ MAYB ITS UNDER MY SCARS, MAYB ITS UNDER THIS FAKE SMILE

KEEP LOOKING! ! RIP ME APART IF U HAV TO

XAMINE ME PIECE BY PIECE

THERE HAS TO B SUMTIN LEFT………..: ’-(

WUT? ? ? ......

ITS OK/// I NO U TRIED! ! ! ”





IM USED TO THIS, PEOPLE NOT FINDING GOOD IN ME

I TRIED TO DO GOOD IN LIFE, I SWEAR

GUESS I DIDN’T TRY HARD ENOUGH

I LOVED U, I DID BUT MY TEARZ DROWN ME

I DIDN’T HAV A CHANCE TO YELL UR NAME

I DIDN’T HAV A CHANCE TO ASK U TO SAVE ME

I TOOK MY EYES OFF OF U

AS I WALKED TOWARDS UR LIGHT

TOWARDS UR BEAUTY

I THOUGHT I WUZNT WORTHY

I THOUGHT U WULD ONLY SEE MY BROKENESS

MY FLAWS….I THOUGHT U WULD JUDGE ME LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE



BUT I WUZ WRONG WUZNT I

YOUR NOT LIKE THEM

UR DIFFERENT

I WISH EVERYBODY WUZ LIKE YOU

I GIVE IT ALL UP

EVEN IF U DNT FIND SUMTIN IN ME WORTH VALUE

I GIV U MY BROKEN PIECES

I GIV U EVERYTIN I HAV LEFT

IT ISNT MUCH…BUT ITS ALL I GOT

IM WILLING TO LOOSE IT ALL

YOUR WORTH IT

I FIND SUMTHING GUD IN YOU! ! !