For Jamie- Light Of My Life- Heart Of My Heart Poem by Lesa MRK

In the dark of night, rain falls without sound.
No one here, only my pain can be found.
I search through the dark, for this love that I seek.
No glimpse of sweet sunshine, not even a peek.

An empty womb; it's always the same,
Only one little boy; the one I could name.
He carries my heart, his smile is mine.
His voice is laughter - my tears are blind.

I wait for a blessing, and hopes that could not be.
No one counts the tears, now lost in the sea.
I wait for the ocean, please carry me back,
I can't wait forever, when it's love that I lack.

One little boy, sweet voice bright with love-
You bring the sunshine when there is night far above.
Miracles can happen, they shine in your green eyes.
As I wait for another, in you my dreams survive.

(9/23/97)