For Now Alone Poem by braiden bourne

I awoke in this bed
relizing it was all in my head
but the choice right or wrong
would it be lifelong?
Leaving her was all I could do
for her pain left hollow with nothing ado
now by myself I find no one
yet its like my birthstone
could and blue

not sad yet confused
of whats next and for not abused
alone still in this bed
thinking of what is to be led

new she is to me yet not mine
for now friends instead of entwined
her name a mystery to you
for me an A is all I can do

but still alone all to do is think
of who will wink
or what will sink
for now alone still alone