For The First Time. Poem by Akshansh Poonam Pandey

Uncozy nights, some hard fought days
A flashback when you used to wait up by the bay
Things are now pretty clear,
Am on a loosing verge of fear
Rhymes I make with a heart full of Spears.
Cause, we will be smiling
With eyes full of tears
Because we will meet with a feeling
That we are meeting for the first time.

Time passed over me
Rumours grew up on me
Crying over seemed up like an offence
But smiling back was my only defence!
Flashbacks were just for miseries of halunication
Another day without expectation!

I stood somewhere in between
Where feelings had a cost rather the emotions
Though I suffered from hysteria
Situations mantles up chaos.
Worries were havotic
Cause, we will be smiling
With eyes full of tears
Because we will meet with a feeling
That we are meeting for the first time.

Some mistakes are worth a cost,
But she was the worth that I lost
And in my agony of sympathy
I had enemies of regret
Which turned up my veins,
With gush of adrenaline fret.
Cause she was my inspiration,
But for now life suits up conspirations.

Mirrors reflects away, spots fade away
It's all in a sole of gratitude
It's all in senses  in this world of rude.
The last thing left,
Is to turn out to best,
For living in, promising, loving in damselin!
Cause, we will be smiling
With eyes full of tears
Because we will meet with a feeling
That we are meeting for the first time.

- damselin❤
- Akshansh Pandey.