From A To B Poem by Alex Perez

I'm broke down deep inside; loss of my ambition has shifted my stride, I can't hide from what's in store for me, but if there was more for me to do it would be to make it from A to B but without C what point would there be for me?
Tryin to take baby steps that seem to not get me nowhere, some don't even care, others stop and stare, but how dare they judge me just cause I'm not being all I could be.
Surrounded by hypocrites who choose to belittle those who are deaf, dumb or blind; if my mind could inspire as much as it does when it's on fire I'd probably be admired; but yet I'm tired of being lost, like a boy without his mama cause with all the drama; my mind feels like it's gone.
Maybe the lack of love or even the love for my life or perhaps my lovelife could all be reasons why my problems are the way they are, trying to be a shining star but my light's not switched on right; that's why I don't shine bright although inspite of everything being the oppisite of alright; I can't hope things wont change because they just might.
People go on and on about not having any true friends like they couldn't pretend all that they do would even reflect respect; I'd even expect a few people to not know where I'm coming from; looking at me like I'm the dumb one, like I got things to run from.
I'm just trying to be abstract instead of being laughed at; without looking at haters and picturing them being back-slapped. I don't need anymore evil thoughts that force me to step back, it's like I'm trying to tip-toe over broken cracks; to many superstitions and high hopes got me all unfocused not knowing up from down, verb from noun and ladies from hoes or even friends or foes, I guess the highs and lows that my life has put me through; has all come down to... being that I want more; so if I could unlock this door I would only need the key, that would be what I really needed for me to truly C... so until then I'll just take it from A to B