Frozen Time Poem by Kevin Hsueh

Everyday every night sitting here blankly
feeling sorry for myself, im depressed quite frankly
looking for an escape but its like my body outta shape
feels like im stuck in a loop, frozen in time, left on repeat
with the wrong group, committing crime, but still im incomplete
tweet, facebook my feelings, and instead of understanding
there was no heart warming but instead alot of cussing
there was too much fussing, i decided to stop discussing
withdrawn from my surroundings, but things shock me astounding
those friends did not care, so why should i even share
true friends are rare, so screw them i swear
deal with this myself, wont be another fairytale
not ending up another fantasy, nor another tragedy
anxiously trying to define whether its actually reality
my minds lost, caught up in past thoughts
at home alone, but still taking though shots
trying forget the past, but instead my mind asked
'you want to move on, but first look your gone
take a day off in order to live on
your life a mess, but its also a bless
remember what's real, all wounds will heal
it just takes time, soon everything will be fine'
with that my mind eased, as if it was pleased
tick tock time thawed, no longer seized