Getting There Poem by Jade Blaydes

Sitting here windering when my life will start
Knowing that deep down I really have a heart
Yet doubting what I know, cause I am not sure
Getting what I need, but wanting something more
This emptiness I feel, makes me think I need someone
To help me though the things in life that are coming undone
Not paying much attention to the mistakes of my past
Hoping change will come, and hoping it will be here fast