Girl Talk Poem by Anonymous Daughter

I said leave but meant stay
I said I hated you but meant the reciprocal
After all we've been through I can't give up that easily
I begged for you to stay but your heart is content at leaving
I said go back to her but I meant for you to come closer; to me
I said I'm crazy not realizing just out of enamoration
You gave up, so should I, Yet I do not want to
My pride is set aside, I don't want you to leave
Begging relentlessly for your forgiveness; because
I said leave but meant stay
I said I hated you but meant the reciprocal
I said go back to her but I meant for you to come closer; to me
Looking at my phone endlessly, waiting for the light to turn blue
'New message' is the sound I yearn to hear; your name is what I wish to see
Although if you did love me you would not leave so easily
I said leave and you left, I said I hated you and you now hate me in return
I said go back to her and now she's on your mind
My insecurities made me fall weak to your knees
made me feel as if I could not compete
with the one you left for me
I want you back
I need you back
Please don't leave
I said leave but meant stay even longer
I said I hated you but meant my love for you increases by the minute
I said go back to her but meant for you to love me and only me
Because no more lies
No more games
No more undercover feelings
I am in love; with cutie(insider)