God Poem by Kitty Marie Lucas

i'm sorry for things i've done
i didn't mean to offend you
i though you'd be more
understanding
towards children who choose

god, you heard me scream
then walked out on me
now i believe

i believe you're punishing me

and i'm sorry for doubting
i shouldn't have lost my faith
because you're angry
and vengeful
you're a god who can hate

i tried to beg
and i stayed so brave
now i have faith

i have faith in only rage