Goodbye Poem by Najma Mohamed

I have thought so much
I have cried to fill a well
wished every day
Prayed in every way.

Couldn't find a solution
To help me clear this confusion
I had always dreamt of this kinda love
Then why is it you I cannot have

I cry every night for your love
Praying to the one up above
For a miracle, just one
To make you my man

But I know its not going to be
And this is whats finishing me
Am forced to let you go
and think of you no more

as others can see im slowly fading
slowly dying deep inside
the sadness somehow finds me
no matter how i try to hide

Its time to say goodbye
And cry myself to sleep
I will always ask myself why
I let myself fall this deep..

So goodbye my love
And to the love I never had
I wish you good things in life
a happy future with a beautiful wife..