Goodbye Sunshine Poem by Michael Lee Buchanan

The sun shall die, and the moon shall shine.
I shall grieve as they bury you,6 feet down,
alone into the ground. But don’t feel sad,
i might as well have been buried with you,
I can feel you, Alone and cold, with nothing to hold.
You have grown old and gone away,
and i wish you could have stayed.

Don’t you know that i truly miss you,
words you have said, actions you have taken.
All this pain, all this sadness, is a reward.
For all the time, i have mistaken-ly wasted
not being around, not being available.
Not being here, or anywhere near,
in both heart and in soul.

So now this pain, this sorrow is mine to hold.
Tears are normal and fear is casual,
Passion is gone, and i cant keep being strong.
I thank the sky, for the rain that falls,
And for the wind, as it calls, and whispers
into my ear, all the things i couldn’t hear.
And all the things i wouldn’t ask.

Where did you go, why did you have to leave.
I am lost, and i am confused, i feel so abused.
These feelings are not normal, these thoughts are crazy,
and maybe i need to cry, maybe i need to let go.
But i can’t without letting you know,
I am sorry, for everything i have said,
And everything i have done.

And i am sorry that i could never finish the words,
to the song that we had sung. And that,
your breath no longer moves your lungs.
I am sorry i was fake, when you were true. I’m sorry
I didn’t think for your sake, but only mine.
I was blind, and now your gone.
And through everything, i have found, i no longer belong.