Happy To See Me Suffer? Poem by Crystal Aquino

i cant breath
i cant see
why am i
doing this to me?

as you see
my family ruined
my love; no more love
some friends betrayed me
some enemies still hate me

it got me suicidal
break out the only tears.
because the cut im making on my arm
been doing this for 3 years

knowing im still alive
and knowing im still somebody
because i when i see my blood drippin
they cant say im a nobody

oh how i feel like running
running so many miles
running away from my life
no more smiles

i turn my back on this
i turn my back on all
from the pain thats been caused
leave my questions and answers paused