Hate-And Love Poem by Kimmie Kun

Sitting by the ocean,
Daydreaming through my reflection.
I wonder what has happened,
What has caused this distance?
We used to be together,
Cuddling close to each other.
What came between our beautiful love?
I don't even know but I wish I did.
I can see you now, not alone.
You're holding a hand, that is not mine.
Where am I? Why not next to you?
Why am I away? I don't understand.
You're smiling to the fullest,
But I'm not the one making you happy.
You're glancing at someone else,
Why is it not me?
Seeing you after all this time-
My heart sighs again,
Something inside me grow's bad.
Cause now your hands runs through her hair.
I stand some distance well away,
But the surrounding disappears.
When I look at you, I feel lost inside.
I wish you were back, my angel.

You are there, holding her hand,
And I am lost trying to understand.
I want you back, really I do.
But I know, she makes you happy.

So I'll stay quiet,
Even though it hurts...inside.