Heartache Poem by G George

Huh
I struggle to breath,
Coming to terms with this I strive
Withdrawal my best bet
Who could think of it this way?

A clot I feel in me heart,
Feels like I can't have hers
On a road to self destruct I aim for
This time, control I have,

On my heart-ached bed I lie,
These thoughts flood my mind
My hands I rub around my heart-
Just to get it to beat again

Safety belt I need
On a journey to heaven, I'm on
Answers I seek to soothe myself
Yet I hurt more-
Even worse I can't have this dance

@ggeorge