Heartless! Poem by veena srinivas

Many a times I sit and ponder,
'What have I achieved in life? '
Many things I have done
Make me wonder,
'Have I really won? '
There were a lot of struggles
And a lot more now,
But, what have i gained
Out of all these battles
Except getting pained?
Every time i think of my ways,
I decide it would not be so henceforth.
All the way through the next battle,
Thats how my action stays,
Totally like a rattle,
Completely heartless!