She's scared. She's been scared. All for good reason. She doesn't want to be scared, but she has to be. If not, then everything that's happened before may happen again. If it hasn't already. She wants to breathe a sigh of relief from being terrified, but she knows that if she lets her guard down, things that happened in the past, will happen again. and this time it'll hurt more.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem