Here Am I...? Poem by kenya black

Here am I...
Waiting for the man who will never be
Come...
Heart wanting him to love me
To show me
Yet it is a waste
A waste all the way down to town
Where the city never sleeps
Where his whispers near my ear lights my face up
Blush, never thought I could...
He was my first everything
I gave him my first and last wish
To be forever
A love, to love, to be alive...
To think we'd end so frantically
I am now the tears of dawn
And the wake of the moon...
Here I am?
In love.
And in Death
Do us part, I will still feel the love
Broken, vain, I solemnly sware
The wreath of my sword I hold, with casual dignity and pride...