Him Poem by Manda Lorden

Once i let it go, its a complete waterfall
I cared so much of what you think
From the beginning i only needed you
Certainly not under my control, but you were the link.
Theres something behind your eyes
You dont need them to see me.
Thats also not under controlled vibration
You would understand me more if you watched me bleed
If you watched me try to take my life,
Directly out of the equation of yours
This is all extremely hard to comprehend
Its only something i wished you would explore.
In my thoughts, i believe you write
About me, us or your emotions.
I feel as if at one point,
There just mihgt have been an explosion
Of everything you could feel
All happened at the same time
Your soul i was not trying to steal
I promise that to you depicted in rhyme.