Hindrance Poem by Jaron Ace Mandia

My words are meant to be for you,
yet you don't seem to hear any.
When I stare I feel like I'm not alone
but it doesn't bothers you.
When I smile at you i mean it for you
yet you doesn't care at all
when you say a word
i hope it was meant for me
when you look at me
it makes me happy
when you smile
i wish it was for me
but when you say a word it's not for me
whenever you look or stare it is not me who you are seeing
and when you smile it is for someone that is on your mind.
I hope that one day you'll see me as how you see him
yet I know it won't come because you are already taken by him
you are the apple of my eyes but I'm just a hindrance on your sight
and the loneliness in your lips.