Hmmmm.... An Ok Poem......Untitled Poem by Heather Taylor

im sitting outside
being bored in this chair
im so used to it
that i should no longer care
across the street
the driveway's empty
that's how it feels
inside of me
here i am sitting
dark empty and cold
being alone is starting
to feel so old
when will i find
someone for me
why isnt someone
ever searching for me
im sitting alone here
though id rather not be
id prefer to have someone
right next to me
that probably wont happen
anytime real soon
especially not here
this afternoon
all of my insides
are slowly dying
as my heart begins
so softly crying
i only wanted
to be held
like when i was younger
when my dad loudly yelled
i need someone here
to say it's ok
someone to end
this game that's in play
i want somone
with whom i can dance
someone who will give
my loving heart an honest chance
i want someone
to want me back
to not judge me
for things that i lack
i'm sitting here
just waiting on you
someone to find
this love that's true