Homesick Poem by Ryan Joseph Holder

I can't stand straight
I can't look up
I feel like I
Am about to throw up
My skin is clammy
My tounge is dry
I kinda feel...
like I'm gonna die

I'm just sick...

Sick of the love songs
Sick of the pain
Sick of the feeling
of going insane...
This Seperation
Anxioty
This unholy feeling
Inside of me
My feet are freezing
My hands are sweating
My head is throbbing
It feels like I'm seething
I cannot stop shaking
I can't control my breathing
My fist are clenched
So tight that they're bleeding
The one's I loved
Have ripped me apart
Without looking back
Have stepped on my heart
The tears won't fall
The cries aren't heard
And nothing I'm doing
Helps me forget her

I miss it all
What I wouldn't give
To find a remedy
When I feel home sick