How Could I Not Believe In Angels Poem by Cherry Lana

During our darkest times we shut people out
That is no secret, well we all do
Not only that we scream, and shout
we try not to let anything out, but we feel blue

we try to believe in angels
but how can we, they left us
we try to find our happy thoughts
where are they, well filled with dust

uncover one and what you´ll see
well I see a happy family,
two brothers and a cat
a grandma and a grandpa
but when you see close enough you see there is a part missing
your heart shatters, your eyes fill with tears

we try to believe in angels
but how can we, they left us
we try to find our happy thoughts
where are they, well filled with dust

then you start to feel better
the wound begins to heal
you stop feeling blue
you stop crying and screaming
your heart fills with joy once again
you are not completely healed
a scar appeared
but I doesn´t hurt

we try to believe in angels
but how can we, they left us
How can I believe everything is fine
You left without a goodbye

you feel the presence of the missing piece
they take care of you
you may not see them, but they are with you
you can be sure they are watching you

How could I not believe in angels?
Now that I know you are one
How could I not believe in heaven?
If I know you are up there

The sky seems more blue
And a smile comes to my face
I think about the party you must be having
All my angels are up there with you
I look at the stars and I know you will be with us forever
I love you so much
I miss you and will never forget you
Your laugh and love for salsa music
You, dancing with your best friend
The stories he tells us are stories only the two of you know about

How could I not believe in angels?
Now that I know you are one
How could I not believe in heaven?
If I know you are up there

I will forever miss you.