How Could You? Poem by Faith Beyersdorf

How could you do this?
Just let me be
And not caring about my feelings?
I love you and I still do.
Everything that was said and done

Was all that all a lie?
Was that real love
Or was it just a 'thing' we had.
I wish I could take everything back.
Back to the way we were.
The good old happy times.

When we laughed and joked around,
Not having to care what people think.
And never having feelings for each other.
Back to where you were the older brother,
That I always wanted and wished I had.
Instead of the guy I wish I had never let go of.

But I guess that will never happen again,
And I wish it did.
Because we were both happy,
And you told me that you were
When you were around me.

Or was that just something you told me to believe
Just to make me happy?
I guess I will never know
And I hope that you do.
Cause I try my hardest,
To go back to the way it used to be.

And that's what hurts me.
But what really hurts me the most is that,
I don't think we will ever be that close
Again like we were.