How Do I Deal? Poem by Kimberly Robertson

I have no clue on how I suppose feel. All this time I thought Our love was Real. But, I guess it's not so now that I have found out... How am I suppose to deal? I'm not, knowing you stepout on Me. Now, who can deal will that? Lying with another Woman while I sit back and wonder what I'm doing wrong.How am I suppose to deal with the fact a chld is conceived and I didn't give you that? How am I suppose deal? Can you answer me that,5 hard years. I only have tried to give you that? But, no you desired something that will comeback and hunt you. But, now you want me have your back. But answer me! ! ! HOW DO I DEAL?