How I Feel Poem by toya bennett

I didn't die trying but i tried crying
I didn't give up on you, you mest up my life to soon
Im a emotionl wreck with a painful heart
When I saw you thats when my shine went dark
If you were to die today
I would laugh and shout hooray!
That's how much I hate you
I don't care what you think
Go to hell in die, but right now
I'm putting fear aside
I know what i said was wrong but when your hurt you feel like dirt
And I'm sorry but Life ain't just a word! ! !