Hurt Poem by Shyann Court

Here i am lying on the bathroom floor
I stare at the door
Wonderin when you'll be home to see me
In my drunken state,
My eyes are cryin,
And my heart is dying
I made another mistake
Seems that i always do when i'm baked

If you could see me now
What would you say
I apologize for the mess i've made
I'll clean up every blood stain
And drown in my infamous pain
I'll rub my wrists raw
Only to ease my misery
Finally you will see

I really do hurt