I Cannot Decide Poem by Holly Moon

How I should act

I think I know
But I doubt as well

I have a feeling
You feel the same

But for reasons I know
You don't act on how you feel

Choosing to hide
Don't know how long you will survive

Choosing to push me away
Even if you feel you shouldn't

Prefering to act for the crowd
Even if you're losing out.

I want to hold you
Never let you go

Take my hand and dont look back
To seek approval of your mum and dad

By the time they'll give it
I'll probably be dead

On the otherhand they might approve
If you see how happy you can be

It's a risk you'll have to take
If it's good for you to be with me.