I Do Not Know Where To Go With My Loneliness Poem by Shalom Freedman

I do not know where to go with my loneliness
I do not know where to go with my fear
I do not know to go with my worry
And all the nightmares I daily dream
I am lost in a world of my own
Where my only help
Is some inner strength G-d has given me
From my mother perhaps
Or from my determination not go into the world of my father
Or from perhaps the people I most care about
Who are not the source but the object of many of those worries
Or perhaps from the prayers I make to You
But still
Still
I am here with the fear and the loneliness
And the rest of all that inner feeling I do not want to have