I Don'T Know... Poem by Denise Munoz

I don't know what to say
inside im all confused
i don't want to say anything
I don't want to hurt him
He's an awesome guy
and so far i've learned to move on with him
but yet i know i love him and all but not as much as i want to
i know i will get to that point soon enough
but why can't i really open my heart up to him?
why can't i love him as much as i've loved before?
Is it because im afraid to get hurt again?
But i know he won't do that he's diffrent he's...actually diffrent from other guys...
I don't know what to say or do...I don't know...i...i...don't...know...
anymore...