I Don'T Know Anything Poem by melaina method

I'm unsure about my self, my life, and my world.
I dont understand what is happening to me, what has happened to me, or what will happen to me.
I dont know love, I never have.
My life is ever changing, never ending.
I dont feel pain like I used to. I love it, I hate it, I dont understand it.
I hold in the tears though they long to escape.
I can't let the world see me for what I really am.
A child scared and alone.
Lost in the crowd.
Consumed by the clouds, darkness surounds me.
Isolated from the others who pass me by.
Is this all really...real?