I Don'T Know Why Poem by Evageline Echo

I don't know why didn't you call me
I don't understand at all
Everything was great
We talked, we laughed, we kissed
It felt so good, so comfortable, so right

Was it something I did?
Something I said?
Were you scared?
Afraid that I would want
More than you could, or would, want to give to me?

I wish you had spoken to me again
Told me the reason for your choice
I don't know why you did what you did
Did it seem easier than being honest?
Did you think you were helping me?
Did you think just leaving would be better?
Were you sure that this would hurt less?

If so, I don't know why
Because I am hurting so badly now
I hurt because you left
Because you ignored me
Because you didn't pick up the phone
Didn't write back to me
Why did you do this? Why?
It seems like you thought it'd be better
To just rip off the Band-Aid
But you've left me with a bullet wound
That no Band-Aid can cover

I don't know why this happened
The day we met, you asked to see me again
And the day we spent together was beautiful
You said so yourself
I fell for you that day, fell hard
Sounds stupid, but that's what happened
You are not perfect
But you are perfect for me

What's wrong with me?
In your opinion I mean
Was I not what you expected?
Did I let you down somehow?
I don't know why you didn't feel what I felt
Because I was so sure that you did
And I'm never sure about such things
I felt safe with you, safe enough to be honest
To be hopeful, to have faith in you
But my hope and my faith were not rewarded
Now all I have is confusion, and pain,
And a deep-rooted sadness

I don't know why I let you in
Why I trusted you
Why I shared my heart and secrets with you
Now I feel like the fool that I am
I don't want to lose hope in love
I don't want this experience to make me bitter
To make me feel jaded
But honestly, right now,
I don't know why I should feel any other way.