I Don'T Think You Fully Understand Poem by Adam Smitherman

Baby!
I don't think you fully understand.
The limits that I'm at.
And all the bullshit I can stand.
But baby what can I do?
What can I do with you?
It's not like we have a lot of memories.
All this sounds like is a friendship.
That's all it seems. (that's all it seems)


I don't think you fully understand.
The limits that I'm at.
Would it even bother you?
Would you even care?
Or would it be too much for you to even bare.
I have your picture on my background.
I just want to hear your voice.
Just a little sound.
When your name appears I always rejoice.
I've lived a life of pain.
I've gotten back and tried to regain my strength.
I know I have trust issues.
But the pain always continues.
I gave you my soul and my heart.
And now I can feel is falling apart.
This isn't the life chose.
But now my blood is dripping on my white rose.
I'm in love with you and I don't know why.
But I promise baby.
I cross my heart (x3) and hope to die.
Maybe next time this will be my last goodbye.


Baby!
I don't think you fully understand.
The limits that I'm at.
And all the bullshit I can stand.
But baby what can I do?
What can I do with you?
It's not like we have a lot of memories.
All this sounds like is a friendship.
That's all it seems.


Baby I can't tell what's wrong.
I'm always singing this damn song. (Smile)
Maybe if I see you smile.
It'll make this love worth while.

Baby I can't tell what's wrong.
I'm always singing this damn song.
Maybe if I see you smile.
It'll make this love worth while (worth while, worth while, worth while)


Baby!
I don't think you fully understand.
The limits that I'm at.
And all the bullshit I can stand.
But baby what can I do?
What can I do with you?
It's not like we have a lot of memories.
All this sounds like is a friendship.
That's all it seems.


That's all it seems.
I want more.
I wish you would come knocking on my door.
And see your loving face.
I get you in my sweet embrace.


To My Darling,

xoxoxoxoxoxo I love you, I miss you, But I don't think you fully understand.
How do I get through to you?
What do I have to do?

Sincerely,
A.M.X.