I Don'T Want To Cry Forever Poem by LeighAnna Williams

I don't want to cry forever....

this feeling is haunting
pauses of breath i guess i wasted
tears overwhelm my restraint
there is no changing this diaster
him my second pa my true lifeline
ashamed of the weakness i shove
to hide
what is hidden is never hidden
what is closed is never closed
false truths i believed
happiness a certain kind
not found but mistaken ever time
people don't make you who you are
your heart determines a change no one can erase
i represent a heart barely used
i represent a mind making me who i am
i represent the words true to every child before and after me

i'm afraid to be weak in his presence
i'm afraid i won't live long
fears won't wipe away i want them
no control over me
but all fears bare deep.
i cry drops of unchanging hues
falling from my eyes
and using you
i fear the end and what it means
i have no clue where to run
please make me who i am
rescue me.