I Don'T Want To Feel Poem by Nicole Leeann

Have you ever felt so sad
that you pray foe the end?
Have you found it nearly
impossible to mend?

This how I feel every
morning and night.
I am oh so close to
giving up the fight.

I don't wamt to feel
the pain that drags me down.
Someday I will
wonder into the sea and
hope to drown.

I'm just so tired
and I am very much alone.
Inside me, my heart
is stone and so cold.

I want to feel just
once that I belong.
I want to prove to
everybody that what
they thought of me
was completely wrong.

But I'm losing the
battle to stay alive.
I don't believe that
I thrive any longer.